What if no one loved you and you don’t love yourself? eventually, I hope, the presence, reality, love of God will get through to one if he [God] is real. I’ve had people in my life who went down the road and died under a bridge. There comes a time when it’s too late in this life and one is too decrepit to physically survive. I don’t know for sure but I hope that Hating oneself doesn’t stop God from loving one and making provision for one’s Soul which, I assume, survives this physical life. Hope is power I think.